Dear Mike,

 

First of all I want to say thank you for what you are doing to help us. You obviously dedicate a lot of time and much of your life to this cause, and I am sure I speak for all of us when I say you are greatly appreciated and loved.

 

Next, I have some other unusual symptoms, that I just read possibly Cathy's son had. In my first letter I did not want to list every single symptom, probably because whenever I have done that before has been at the doctors and they begin to think that you are in need of a phychiatrist- I know all of us Morgellons patients have been treated like that, I guess I was still behaving and reacting in the way I have been trained, to be silent about the really supernatural things so I am not discredited all together. Also, I didn't know if it was related.

 

 I see lights. I see them coming through the windows. At night they are usually blue. They will hit the walls and ceiling around the closed curtain, like some one is holding somekind of blue or ultraviolet light out the window but there is nothing there. Except a fog, there has been consistantly been a fog that will roll in. During the day and mornings, they are pink and green, like tinkerbell walt disney colors. Wherever  go they follow. I was describing them to my then roommate, and one morning there at the house there they were all coming through the window in the house like the northern lights, beautiful but terrifying to me, I usually get the hell out as fast as I can. I call these visits, but am ot sure if they are ET or spiritual since I have had a lot of spiritual experiences and encounters. I beleive in God. I dream things that are going to happen, sometimes, and since I have had morgellons this is much more fine tuned. I am going to make a list of my symptoms that I have not mentioned and you can decide if you want to post them and ask others  or if you already know of Morgellons patients who have complained of the same thing.

 

Seeing energy or eletricity

Moving energy my hands

Electricity coming from my finger tips- much more than a regular static charge

Very effected by cell phones- or a change in electomagnetic feild

purple tinted violet like dust on skin

sparkles on hands feet legs arms- forhead

change in eye color depending on where the moon is in the month

paranormal or supernatural experiences and abilities

I also have a venous angioma in the right frontal lobe of my brain the part which controls reason/logic emotion. This is a venous non cancerous tumor- a cluster of veins- or so they think based on the MRI- what they saw was consistant with that. I beleive it is a Morgellons cluster in this part in my brain.

I have a mass in my maxillary sinus.

My right eye and right side of my face seem to be efected by Morgellons, I often get a lazy eye or what i call a robotic eye.

I will be standing anywhere in the house and will feel like someone just shot me in the neck and there will be a not there and then the feel of a rubbery fiber or lump suddenly in my neck.

 

After reading about other Morgellons patients having similar symptoms I wanted to share mine and find out how many more there are with maybe possibly these really odd symptoms but are too afraid to say because it makes them sound crazy, even if there are witnesses to the really strange stuff, like the unexplainable northern lights. Which I know are highly charged particles that colliding with oxygen and nitrogen creating a light energy. I was trying to figure out how I would get a mini light show in my living rooms and bedrooms scientifically explain anyway. I know that Northern lights are from solar storms- I don't know. i do know that before Morgellons, there were no lights, So, if anyone out here has any super weird symptoms like these also, but have been to afraid to speak up, well, you would be just like me until now. I couldn't believe to read about Cathy's son about the lights, and his tragic death. It also scares me, I am very very sick, and have been seeing the light energy alot lately. It's not just my eyes that can see some of this stuff,, others have witnessed it being around me, and some people I think just refuse to see it, ya know, like the doctors seem to not be able to see the cellulose fibers. Again, thank you Mike, for everything.

 

 

Andy